i decided to use another entry to type this out, cuz i think that speaking abt koala-itis and this in the same breath jus isnt right.
anws, someone please, at all times, remind me to listen to my heart. these few days, not listening to my heart has caused me qt a bomb, and a bit more.
when i wanted to get a new phone, i looked around and managed to get one for the right price. i could have waited for hanqin to get back and ask for his opinion, cuz he was using the same phone. but i decided not to and jus went straight ahead to buy it. damn, i realised i dont know how to unlock my phone. so now its locked and i cannot use it till some kind sould teaches me how to unlock it. damn.
that night, ben tan jio-ed me to go his fren's party. he told me about it before, and there was a reason why i forgot about it. but when he called me at ten plus, he sorta convinced me to go down. i didnt want to club at all. but somehow i went. when i reached the mrt, marcus chia called and told me most of the people going elsewhere cuz the crowd sucked. he asked me what i gonna do. an instinct told me to go home now. in fact, a voice was screaming at me, telling me to go home.but i didnt. in the end, i joined them at dxo, only to realise that kabear was with her sister, and her sister was driving and they were in the vicinity. so i missed the chance to pass her her super duper belated bdae present plus now alr late xmas present. (its the same present btw.) and to top it all off, ben, sheena and daryl decided to go home. so that leaves me marcus and hc clubbing. so in de end, we went zouk, though i wasnt in the mood to club. and no, neither fiona xie nor dawn yang brightened up the club a lot, to be honest.
yesterday, i was super against clubbing, cuz i just clubbed the day before, and im really really sick of clubbing. something compelled me to walk along with everybody and go into the queue. from there, everything started going downhill, probably cuz my head was spinning as well. didnt feel good at all. the only thing that justified my 30 bucks was the koala performance. kk im sorry, but it really was pretty entertaining. in fact, i think it was better than the previous one.
thats to top off two shitty days.
everyday is a new day, let new days have fresh new beginnings and cheers to many happy days ahead.

i dunno where to start. im still reeling from the effects of all the booze. and i have no fucking idea why i had to wake up after 3 hours of restless sleep. my head is fucking spinning, and yesterday nights memories comes in bits and pieces. basically, i cant recall much cuz as much as i hate to admit it, i wasnt very sober. but yea i rmb i broke someone's cam. dammit. kk i'll lend u my cam for nye and settle the repairs for ya k??
on another note, have u heard of koala-itis? k let me tell u more about koala-itis. its a particular syndrome that causes people to hug each other non stop like koalas hugging their tree, for no apparent reason that onlookers can discern.
this syndrome is particularly rampant in clubs, esp MOS, leading people to believe that a large percentage of MOS goers are suffering from this syndrome. this syndrome is especially aggravated by great rnb music, and the scary thing is, its like a drug addiction. although carriers know that being in clubs blasting rnb music would result in another wave of outbreak of the syndrome, they choose to do so anw.
it is suspected of being immune to religious faith, for even the holier ones have fallen, or at least those we thought were holy until a particular game was played on a fateful xmas eve.
sadly, a friend of mine, Tim (not her real name), is suffering from this dreadful disease. may a cure be found soon, though im pretty sure she's not looking forward to it. being a carrier of this syndrome has its perks to u know ;)

hmm this place has been pretty dead of late.but i really dont feel compelled to blog anything. nothing much is happening. all of a sudden, we are commissioned. the nine and a half months seemed so long, but before we knew it, its over. next one, ord. haha.
i feel quite pissed with myself. im taking damn damn long to reply msges. like really absurdly long. days? its becoming quite a bad habit. and im pretty sure im pissing people off. cuz im pissing myself off. esp when people msg to kb, den i reply one day later. if it were me i wld be pretty pissed as well. i dunno wad made me cultivate such a bad habit, esp since i was always de one getting irritated with people last time. my punctuality is a really big problem as well. in the past, i was always the first one to reach, at least reaching ten mins earlier den anybody else. but nowadays, im at least ten mins late. but hey im still the earliest most of the time. i tink its a pretty bad habit. why am i starting to cultivate all these bad habits, esp at this time when im serving my ns and punctuality and efficiency are of utmost importance.
i guess i really need some order in my messy life. and to those who are affected by my above mentioned actions, sorry man. but i guess those affected wont be reading anws so dere. sheesh.